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Monday, January 26th, 2004

Time:2:41 pm.
im retiring this journal
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Saturday, January 10th, 2004

Time:6:24 pm.
im making a friends post =P
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Tuesday, January 6th, 2004

Time:4:42 pm.
I WIN YOU LOSE


thats all im going to say and thats all i will say.. say what you want =) WHATEVER
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Sunday, January 4th, 2004

Subject:This weekend
Time:8:43 pm.
Well, now i can update alittle but i have to make it fast. Friday Dan came over enjoyed his company allie stopped by for a bit then sean came over and picked me up went to mall it was beat so we went to brick went to barnes and nobles read the naughty pop up book saw Jenn there with mike and carla then hit game stop up saw foxy working and his dad bought golden eye with thanks for 3 dollars from sean then went to krispy kreme came back sean knocked dans mailbox went home hungotu with jenn and the crew baby nig and carla good times there Saturday hungout with brenden Today went shopping with the mom and hungout with brenden i miss tracy vacation is over people are iming me but im ignoring them. i lovey brenden
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Friday, January 2nd, 2004

Time:11:15 pm.
Yay were back together forever 7 months moves farther yayayayya


im with jenn mike carla dann and liaeana and oits awesome yOU GUTYS are awesome
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Tuesday, December 30th, 2003

Subject:p.s
Time:10:43 pm.
There is ME without YOU
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Time:10:37 pm.
Im at tracys house livin it up its soo much fun here im so glad we are reunited. i never want to go home lifes so much better here ill beg my parents to move here! Shes the only thing that can make me happy have one true friend and you know youre the luckiest. i wanted to thank you today tracy if you read this when im not around thanks for being there for me today i dont know how id get through anything with out you ... you make me relieze theres so much more out there and youre the best your the only person who could turn my tears into smiles and im going to take your advice and just not fucking care anymore bc fuck everyone i dont fucking care everyone could fuck off except the handfull of good friends i have and my parents and family other then that i dont care what anyone doess or says im not bothering with this shit you cant bring me down. Im not even going to bother wasting my time ..... even though i have alot of time on my hands ill find away to get by. you can only go up from rock bottom
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Monday, December 22nd, 2003

Time:2:15 pm.

Im bored allisons in the shower right now and im in her chair being bored. She's going to drop me off so i can clean my room and wrap rest of presents and get a shower before brenden comes at 5:30 which is so far away so i have so much time to kill. I have my hobo glove on the one me and tracy have we hit up all the dollars stores in brick. We have matching necklaces haha. I miss Tracy i hope she comes down again. I can hear allie coming...... No ones online... We found matching a's in the handwriting so i think i know who it is but doesn't matter anymore fuck that.  aw hey aw hi .. Just a bunch of random things. I would post pictures but im too lazy to work allie slow as fuck computer.  My back hurts. Yay for vacation i get to sleep late. Green is my favorite color well im done

 

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Time:12:01 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
TRACY CAME DOWN it was fun im at allies it is fun. Last night was good. Brendens coming over today YAYAYAYAYAY we get to hangout !!! im happy!! were exchanging gifts should be good times

Its almost the 30th 7 months woo hoo
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Friday, December 19th, 2003

Time:8:23 pm.
Mood: nostalgic.
Allie is cleaning and im extremly bored. Cotton candy spray is the best spray by far i miss tracy carbone and brenden yep i have to wait another day to hangout with brenden b/c he's going to be working thats grrrrrrrrreat. were going to go get the snellanator at 9 if u read this amanda sorry for the gay nickname today went slow because it was the day before break thank god for the break i have to go home and order things i want from the internet. nothings good happened lately so i have nothing to update about lifes been decent!! Yay for christmas. YAY FOR LEAVING SOOOON i want to get this friday night started so i can get my saturday night through with then have sunday with brenden
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Time:2:58 pm.
Tracy carbone get a fucking live journal already fuck xanga
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003

Subject:Journal drama is so last season.
Time:11:42 am.
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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003

Time:5:42 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Allie's like passed out sleeping. Im bored and im watching that 70's show.. were probably going to hit the mall up to vist amanda and dan and brenden<333.. maybe if she ever comes back to conciousness. Yeah that gay bathroom bullshit everyones saying oh its not me blah blah blah they said the person will come up to me and tell me and i cant fucking wait because i swear ill make them clean that fucking shit off the wall and if their lucky maybe thats all ill do. I can't wait until i find out who it is i feel like a little kid at christmas time wondering what their presents are i just can't wait to find out who this fucking scumbag is because they better fess up because if i have to find out who they are and they dont just tell me theres going to a whole mess of trouble.. GOD I CANT WAIT UNTIL TRACY COMES DOWN THEN SHIT WILL ACCTUALY GET DONE.. Tomorow, ill be waiting for the "mystery" bathroom writer. I have all my adrelline that will keep me even for the rest of the month . If anyone that is associated with the scumbag you should tell them to fucking clean that fucking shit up before i find out who the fuck it is.. It will cause less fucking trouble.

other then that lifes pretty damn good. This weekend was pretty good me and tracy got to hangout yayayay.. we just drove around visted tommy visted COST CUTTERS visted jon and fred we spent like the whole time at jons house. It was fun but we could of covered more ground but dont worry theres always this weekend well allie woke up but passed back out im bored im done byebye
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Saturday, November 29th, 2003

Subject:what!omg*freakedout*sorry that made no sense im hungry
Time:10:40 pm.
Hey whats going on NO allie your not logical whoes the voice of reason??

ringing i think not briing brring wrong again!

triumph the pooping dog is awesome triumph the pooping dog is awesome triumph the pooping dog is awesome triumph the pooping dog is awesome


I miss my fluffyufums!!!!!!!
yay brenden me you tomorrow woo HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!<3333 im so happpyyyy

Ill be hanging out with TRACY MUTHAFUCKIN carBONE~~!!! in like 30 mins i cant wait yee eeah me and her woo hooo

im gunna backhand someone

story of the year concert pictures are the best


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stuffffffy noseee ahahahaha

ok well i have the best idea for a Music Video


Ill be walking out and the sisco music will turn on and ill be like

let me see that PEEEEEEEEN

and the music will go off and

boys will come out and be peen peen peen peen i like it when your peen goes baby make your peen go and they will be doing raise the roof motion!

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Subject:Blood has been shed
Time:11:09 am.
Mood:Missing tracy and brenden.
Well, yesterday was a crazy night brenden and i went to the mall to go shopping and i got a few things seemed like it was going good but then it happend blood was shed and brenden needed stitches on his head because chris was opening the door and he was going out and it hit him on the head and there was blood and i got scared but its ok we went to the hospital hes fine now me and amanda stopped at his house at like 1:00 am and he was walking around and nothings wrong with his face just a gash on his head i bought him flowers and goodies..!!! He good hes a tuff cookie. Tommrow were hanging out its going to be our aniversary woo hoo 1/2 a year even though it feels like so much more since we've been on and off from like freshman year.. <333 yay.. TRACYS COMING WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yeeeeah

amanda has a heart of gold <333




Im at 8 gauges im gunna try to at least get to 4 i hope but with my little ears i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...


i was about to write something really nasty but i decide to stop myself.



because im better then you plain and simple and thats a rare thing because i don't think im better then anyone but you're an exception. Stop talking about me it gets back every time
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003

Subject:Good times were shared by all last night!!!!
Time:10:42 am.
Mood: devious.
Well, yesterday Brenden came over at 5ish. Before that i went and got my haircut at Midtown. Doesn't look much different but i needed a good trimming. I want to do somthing different with my hair as in color change. My hair looks Brown with like some red in it. It's basicly a really shitty "burgundy" or so the box said it was. I dyed it 2 or 3 weeks ago i think so maybe i should hold off until i get a good idea and wait alittle even though my hairs already dead. I might go back to the Red and Black days but i don't know i wasn't that fond of it. i miss my tracy!

Enough hair talk. Well Brenden came over we just hungout it was good times but it's always good times when we hangout.<33

Afterwards when he left about 9:30. Allie and Amanda came and picked me up we drove around had good times. It was freaking hilarious the whole night was awesome. Went by applebees by this time josh and ashley were with us. We were searching for this guy they fuck around with we were going to get josh to go out in a girly shirt and be like "hey baby". But he was no where to be found. We stopped by ashleys house we were outside walking me and amanda had to pee so extremly bad that i peed on somones front lawn and amanda was across the street peeing on someone elses front yard. Then we just hungout we all came back and went into the hot tub which is always great especially when its so cold outside i could of fell asleep in the tub. Then it was like 3:00 am and i was so exhuasted and i fell right asleep i guess amanda came back and wanted to go to the dinner i don't even remember her coming in or allie asking me they went while im passed out sleeping on allies bed not even noticing.

GOOD TIMES

Brenden suposse to comeover at 12. YAY. then me and allie have to go to the Saves the day taking back sunday moneen concert hopefully we can get there!!!

i want 8 gauges.

i <3 tracy i can't wait until she comes down so we can hangout i miss my ta boo boo soooo much and then we can cause MUCH havok on those certain people who have deserved it for awhile mwahhahahahahaah
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Monday, November 17th, 2003

Time:4:50 pm.
Brenden bought me a new kitten to make up for the horrible loss of hamafre =(

Its a fluffy black and white kitten its name is fluffums i wanted hamafre junior but the name would bring back to many sad memories !
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Friday, November 14th, 2003

Subject:Hamafre </3
Time:4:41 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Well, hamafre is officaly lost forever. Brendens going to the pound to get me a new kitten it just wont be the same i had emotional attachment to that cat 9 amazing years he got to watch me grow up.. I think ill name the new kitten Hamafre Junior in honor of my Cat.

Enough cat talk! I have 10 gauges in my years which is awesome. I want to go down to two's but my one earing is pierced too low down. So, 6's i might have to deal with my ear lobe is more important.

Tonight is Story of the Year concert and Sugarcult!!! WOO-HOO should be good times of many. I want to go to the thrice thursday show but number one its sold out and number two its a dreadful sunday.

I miss my god father Larry i wish i could of been to his funeral but the whole story is fucked up so im really pissed at my Brother and Dad. I atleast want to go to his grave. He use to always tell me that i was his daughter and that his real daughters treat him like dirt. I regret not spending time with him as much as i should of.

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I miss Tracy and Kim alot. Sometimes i just wish ill be in homeroom and hear that coughing outside my classroom door and peeping out the door and seeing tracy walk back and fourth. God, i miss her so much i miss just siting and talking about anything and everything smoking a ciggerete crying to eachother knowing she knows how i feel and at least i have somone to depend on. I remember the time tracy wanted to run away and she came to my house and for some reason we hungout in my parents room and shed cry to me and it would break my heart. I miss "that was a good one rube" or " got get em rube youra killer" I miss just having my Number one bestfriend there in my school. Just running around the school causes havok. Screaming at people telling off our teachers writing notes to one another drawing posters lunch time smoking ciggs having somone there knowing if i lost everyone and had her id be ok because shes the only one who can somehow when i feel like dying fix things and make me feel better and even after all that shes been through she shows me to be optomistic. All the shit we went through we did it together. It makes me so upset right now that shes not with me on a friday night it makes me want to cry knowing that makes me so upset i miss it so much i miss her so much i miss my bestfriend. I just want to smile again and not have to fake it.. And kim... god do i miss her i miss her picking me and tracy from school blasting her music laughing and just being hilarious i miss her laugh i miss her coming to school saying any chickenheads mess with me or trace she has our back i miss going to tracys old house seeing her there sucking her thumb and yelling at me thinking im mocking her when i suck mine but i wasn't i miss taking nappys with the two of them on that small ass bed. i miss falling in front of her and embarassing her. I miss her i basicaly miss the carbones terribly and have a case of carbone syndrom that family gets you so attached to them.. i miss you guys =*(

wow that was a long ass paragraph and allies still sleeping i want my pics back from one hour photo

tomorow me brenden yayayayyaayay
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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003

Time:3:22 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Tracy came down this weekend with her car we went drving around we had great times stopped at so many peoples houses good times good times. hungout with jon crincoli and fred and here is somthing horrible fred was parking in the bowlign alley parking lot on this cement hill and he mad it and tracy thought she could do and he licence plate ripped off it was hialrious but sad at the same time the Car is fine though but that was the momment of the weekend


HAMAFRE IS GONE FOREVER


I just want to die my cat is gone forever and i don't know how ill leave with out my cat it feels like dying...Im so upset i cried so hard. oh and Larry died my god father so im just having a bad year
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Saturday, November 1st, 2003

Time:12:47 pm.
I talked to him at the bouncing souls concert last night.Me and brenden aren't fighting anymore which is good. It was a i love you i love you too thing but there has to be a change so.We have to make mutual changes. Thats one less thing i have to worry about im still just sad about everything i hate school i miss kimmy and tracy so much i don't know i've just been really sad lately. Im just glad i still have brenden.

well me and allie off to mongola after we find money 4.25


tracy all next week shes driving down yeeeeeeeeeeeahhh ohhh yeeeeeeeeeeeeah
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